A brief breath...

Because I remembered how for a minute.



I'm losing my mind. I changed mortgage lenders. The fax machine doesn't work. My email doesn't work. There are pincer bugs all over my house. My listing realtor says "I don't want to hurt your feelings but... I think we'll have an easier time selling this place once you're gone. I'm out of dog food and the car is out of gas and I'm broke and yesterday I took things to Goodwill, but they wouldn't take the 3 small oriental rugs full of cat pee, so I need to go to the dump and throw them out but I don't have time so now the back of the truck smells horribly of cat pee. Oh my.

There is no time and I'm not that good at being a grownup.

People call me and call me and they say, "Call me back!" but it's hard, you know?

So I'm taking a breath.

I had a salad for lunch.... with pine nuts and sunflower sprouts and purple cabbage and grape tomatoes and lentils and red peppers. It was so good. Also, I love my dog. Also, the day lilies are just starting to bloom in my yard. Also, everything will be okay.

Breathe deep.